Littlemissfabi's Journals

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MCR Requirements in Chile and some info

MCR will be arrives to Chile on february 23th

Then they'll go to the Hotel Crown Plaza in Santiago de Chile

february 24th

they will be all day at Arena Santiago to check sound and all that stuff

They will take some hourse to Meet & Greet with some fans clubs, producers, etc.

21:00 PM THE SHOW!!!

february 25th

They will take this day to make some shopping and maybe they will travel to ViÃ±a del Mar, Chile... to see Chilean Ocean hehe

february 26th

Goodbye MCR :(

Requirements: they ask for a whole floor in the Hotel for themselves, a loooot of food and of course, lots of coffee.

Also they want some Yoga classes. And that's it

(Sorry my bad english)

September 11 in Chile

Well, i Don't know if you people know that september 11 is important to my country too. On 11/9/73 a lot of people were tortured and dies because there was attacks too. And all these just because people doesn't respect each other, juste because they think different. I understand that people have there own opinion about politics and religion and stuff like that, but i can't understand why we have to kill each other bou those things.

I hope this never happen again anywere n the world, but wars are still here and we're still killing each other. I don't what to think about this world.

and for my fiends who lost people this day in NY........ I'm so sorry :(

Loves, Fabi

P.S. sorry my bad english!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gerard "he's just a man he's not a hero"

First of all, say hello to every MCR fan in the whole world ^_^

I've read a lot of bulletins, journals and stuff around the net writen by mcr fans this days, because all the situation about lyn - z and gerard.

I think it's ok that he got married, and i understand that some of you think is too soon or something, But what really dissapoint me ir to read that some fans just wanna see gerard alone forever so they can live their little dreams.

Let's put our feet on the earth... i mean it's ok to dream (i still wanna marrie gary oldman) but you need to see the difference between fantasy and reality. You can still love him, you can still think his hot (he is hot!!). But i'm worried because i think this whole drama is not healthy for some of you, and i don't wanna talk about true or fake fans... i'm no judging anyone. You Need to live your lives and can leave a really good one just like in your dreams.

oh! something else. I've read that some fans wrote he's not the same anymore and that really pissed me off. How can you judge him so easily???? I think some of you expect so much of him. Yousee him like a fiction hero like superman or batman. But guess what... he's not. For some of us he's a hero just cause the man he is, because he told us to respect and carig about other people. To be ok with ourselves. He's not a saver. He just do what he loves and try to change the world a little bit like we all do in some way, everyday. So please don't say he's not the same anymore and feel proud about to be a mcr fan and see the guys growing up. And the best part is... we're growing up together.

So that's it... please don't be angry with me, i accept opinions and everything.. BUT DO NOT EAT ME!!!

Big hugs to the MCR world

Loves. Fabi

P.S. congrats to Gerard and Lyn Z!!!!!!!!

(Thanks Ola for your help)

Nobody Knows (song by pink)

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

Never say...

Never say I love you if you really don't care
never talk about feelings if they aren't really there
never hold my hands if you are gonna break my heart
never say you are going to if you don't plan to start

never look into my eyes if all you do is lie
never say hi if you really mean gooodbye
if you really mean forever then say you will try
never say forever 'cause forever makes me cry.

My side of the story

I've never cut myself before and i think i never will. But time ago I really feel bad about myself, about my life. I was scared about everything, scared to be hurt. I couldn't talk to people 'cause I was scared they think bad things about me. I couldn't be close to my parents 'cause I didn't want them to think I'm a bad daughter and they've failed with me as parents. I couldn't talk to my sister and friends 'cause I felt down and pathetic. That fear was taking all my life. I don't remember what I felt when I first saw My Chemical Romance, but I can tell you all how I feel now that My Chemical Romance is part of my life.

My Chemical Romance doesn't make my life easier or take my fears away. They teatch me to face them. I've learned that I'm not a bad person, I'm unique and special and every single person is. I've learned to respect people and respect myself. I've learned a lot of things and i'm sure i'll learn something new each day.

I'm thankful to My Chemical Romance for all the honesty they bring to my life. I'm not so different from the rest. But I found My Chemical Romance and that makes me feel special. 'Cause even when I'm so far away from them, I feel so close to them.

http://www.mylivingromance.urli.net/

beach!!

i'm goig out of city so i see you all someday again

kiss

bye